Because I think a lot! - Leisure!
I think a lot, because I have a lot of time on my hands now! A lot of leisure time! A time without deadlines looming over, without the anxiety of a submission or just a feeling of something that is yet to be done! And I soo don't know how to be like this! What to do after everything is done? I never knew this could be a question! There have been so many things to do all the time! And they are still here, but somehow I still have time left.. When I realised this for the first time, the autopilot in my brain straight away took me on a ride of overthinking! Having free time is equal to not doing enough, which basically is not being competent, which means I am lacking and not being the best version of myself! So many wrong turns we took, I know! As a young person, I have always known that the busier you are, the better! Use all the energy, brain and breath! That is how it should be! I loved my schools, studies, extracurriculars and all the things I can add to this list. That t...